I don't even know where to start. There has been so much that has gone on with life that I haven't wanted to write it down.

My hubby was finally diagnosed with Psoriatic Arthritis last year after having suffered for SEVEN years in extreme pain. No one should ever have to live with that amount of pain. I left for work many mornings with him unable to get out of bed or even stand me touching his hand. We finally found a Rheumatologist that would listen to him and was able to diagnosis him on the first visit. She is amazing and she has given him (and us) our life back. I have to inject him with Chemo once a week, a immunosupressant every other week, and he's currently on 11 other medications. But he's able to do things he hasn't done in years. We went through some really dark times trying to find out what was wrong but we have been blessed to finally have an answer.

On March 3rd of this year, my mother-in-law was killed when she was struck by a car while crossing the street. It's been almost 9 months and it still doesn't seem real. I find myself wanting to call and ask her questions or get her advice. I don't think it will every fully sink in that she's no longer here. She still had so much to give in her life. I can only hope she is at peace and we will see her again one day.

I want to write more but sometimes the words just don't come. 

So for now, I'll just keep trying.